well not that anyone read my poems cuz no one cept my bro and best friend care... but thats kool anyways i just wanted to say that im gunna be really busy for the next three weeks so probably no poetry for a while im even thinking of closing this page... ya

-written artist

Thanksgiving

hello world... lol 

jk

i hope every one is going home for this holiday and gaining about 10 lbs. each eating that good turkey. but.. for me i get to spent time with my sister that i have missed for a long time. Also hope to gain some love and inspiration form all of that and translate it into my poetry so you guys will have have something new to read

Have a Good 4 day weekend =]

-heart art writer 

Obama '08 and a next-day disappointment in my University

so im soooo happy beyond measure that i voted for the first african-american prez EVER!!!!

but waking up this morning to read the Daily Wildcat [school paper] i was sadden and somewhat offended by a political cartoon posted. the picture is added below.

the thing that angered me the most was that when a group of students confronted the editor, she acted as if she had no idea it was there, so that means she didn't even do her job as the editor in chief! quoting her "my best friend is black" claiming that since she has an african-american best friend that she is automatically off the hook. also to be treated as a joke by her, its an insult to the student body and to the african-american students on campus... 

Sleepless night

sleepless

reaching into the deep depths of my mind

searching

for sleep that has been winning at hide-n-seek

tired

i look up and see the moonlight shine through my blinds

beautiful

the white light shines so clear and serene 

wishing

that i could just float up on the cloud i call my pillow

reaching

out and feel the glow of the moon, hoping to lull me to sleep

drifting

in the emptiness of the space around me 

picking

two stars to have as earrings so i can forever have their glow

floating

I was some where between consciousness and a dream

grinning

I eased back into my bed slowly like  feather

swaying

in a motion, right and left, gone in the comfort of my blanket

sleeping

finally at ease, at rest, at peace

dreaming

of a moons glow and two stars shine

gone

goodnight

Void

when there is a void in your life...
how do you fill it?
when you have that thought deeeeeeeeeeeeeep back in your mind
so far back you dot even know whats bothering you
but you are indeed bothered
new world
new globe
new hair
new clothes
even bought a new fresh pair of Nikes
and ya got a good deal
75% off with a coupon
but ya still have that VOID stamp on your brain
like some one stealing your identity
but instead of trying to take your money
they are stealing parts of your life
or like when ya spouse tells you that they love you
when both of you know that it should have ended years ago
or even like when you own sibling is never there for you when ya need them
thats a void i can deal with but is this the same "V" word thats bothering me
lingering in my mead and never paying rent!
trudging away in my skull acting like it owns the place
some times i wonder if im strong enough of a landlord to stick up for my self
and kick void to the curb
but it makes me feel spineless
so i guess all i need is to keep drinking my milk for strong bones...
ya maybe that will work?
or i can be like that crazy lady throwing her "ex" boys clothes out the window screaming I HATE YOU for the whole neighborhood to hear
ya void .... im kicking you out today!

'Night' in Shining Armour

stuck in the sky
neither up nor down
gazing at the stars in awe
contemplating how they all connect
to paint a picture of you
my eyes sparkle!
with the flicker of ya portrait
pitch black with gems prettier then Diamonds
the ones that consist of keeping the form of your heart
i string them into a necklace that falls to my chest
keep you close
you heart near mine
take the crystals of ya mind
make a barrette out of it to hold my hair back
keep you close
your mind near mine
your wise thoughts and endless love
forever with me
i know you are one with the sky and you let me finally fall
back in to life so that i may remember
all the great nights all the great times
Even though i miss you every waking moment
you will always shine ya stars on me
no longer in the sky i rest my head
I have found peace of mind....
and heart

Reoccurring Seasons

Cold as the snow that falls slow from above
on the first day of January
you froze me with your emotion
even though the truth i could not bear
i had to soak up the chilly water
and move on

to spring
as my lips began to thaw
i could finally release a word
let go of the feelings i held inside
and as the syllables poured off my tongue
my heart felt a release, pouring

into summer
where my soul began to bloom again
absorbing the tickle of the sunlight
in order to nurture my emotions back to health
a heat wave that melted away my scars
cinnamon toasted skin now clear from lesions
free from you
i shed you off of me

like Autumn
the bits that were left of you
the parts that were dead in me
they drift
softly to the concrete
only to be swept away by the neighbor lady
and then i cover my bear emotions with a coat
when i saw you again

in winter
you froze my world again
hardening my own being itself
like the year rewound
and the warming never happened
hurt , pain, suffering, and cold
engulf my body all at once
like the last snow fall of December
I’m frozen
stuck in time
again....